It's me day

The day I was born is being celebrated again today. Hmm… it is an understatement when I said celebration. It’s 10pm now and I am at the verge of tears. Not crying yet. Not going too. I have accepted this but you know me..i’m soft. I need to be stronger. Anyway, the day started wonderfully. The weather was gloomy and grey clouds hung on the sky like attentive friends. This is my cup of tea. I love weather like this. The first person that wishes me was Keith. It was the sweetest message. Actually he sent two messages from London. Both were sweet and one woke me up at 4.30am. I seem to be waking up at that hour lately. Don’t really know why 4.30am. I am baffle by it but it’s so intriguing that we might have a contender to the Davinci Code. D 4.30 am Code? Okay I am ranting, I know. It’s my birthday and my blog and I am entitled for some zaniness in my life. Okay after the wishes, I couldn’t sleep much. When i was in the car, Hamid made me laugh with his wishes. It was funny. I bumped into him later that day and he wished me again. I had breakfast with Alex and six guys including the boss. It was ok. The whole morning was filled with meetings, one after another. By the time we are done it was 12.30pm. I got a bouquet of roses from sis. It was sweet of her. She knows how I like flowers. Every year without fail, she will send me a bouquet and a cake will be waiting at home. I love the roses and I also love sun flowers and daisies. I asked Alex to drop me off at the swimming pool on her way to SACC mall with Jonah. I swam my usual 20 lapse but Uni’s pool is a bit crowded. It makes me swallow water when I have to maneuver myself to the right and left when there are people coming towards me from all sides. They love swimming horizontally instead of vertically. But I finished my lapse and waited outside for Alex. There was a lady there; Sherina, she said she recognized me for a training program that we had gone to it seems. She told me the name of the training and I have not gone to that somehow. Anyway, we chatted for quiet a while then she left with her hubby. I was alone for about 10 minutes. I was in my baju kurung, no make up and my hair was wet. I sat there then I heard whistling. I looked and I saw two boys about 10 meters away. One of them was wearing a beanie. I turned away then I heard “ Awak!Awak! Awak nak cendul tak?! Saya boleh bagi kat awak. Awak boleh bagi kat kawan kawan awak.” I nearly laughed out loud. I shook my head and said” Takpa, tak nak”. Then I heard “ Laksa pun ada, awak nak tak?” . Gosh, there are boys…literally. Alex came and I relayed the story to her and she drove her lexus and stopped infront of the two boys. The look on their faces was priceless. I went to work, then continue working. Frasier knocked on the door and we chatted for a few seconds. I haven’t talked to him for quiet sometime. He seems preoccupied with something and I am preoccupied too…. Hmm. I miss him. Not Frasier! After that I called a cab to take me to my facial appointment. I called many places and none wanted to come. It was outrageous! I called One of the admin staff whom I thought lives in Klang because I wanted to ask her if she can drop me off at the mall. She said ok and later I found out that she lives no where near there. I was really thankful. She text me after that to wish me happy birthday. I’ll buy some lollies for her kids on Monday. I changed into my jeans and tshirt. I went to have my facial and it was heaven. My face didn’t turned as red as before. Vicky said that my skin is getting better. Wel.. I thought so too. Then H and Hannah came, we bought food and take home and eat. I got my cards at 10pm from Hannah and H. Tears appeared at the corner of my eyes. Sad, gloomy, touched and …I don t know. I just wish that. Okay, I don’t want to wish anything anymore about this. I want to enjoy all the attention, hugs and kisses. Don’t want to think , we have waited for a long time for this. Happy birthday to me!